Saturday, April 22, 2006
[* Ra!n.b0w$*] ...rainbows represents hope for me ... where God kept His promise and let the great flood last for only 40 days ... today ... i saw a rainbow ... and though it lasted only for a while ... the moment seemed forever ...
took my 5 items yesterday ... now i'm aching all over ... can't laugh cos my stomach muscles will hurt ... oh wells ... been very stress and tired lately ... it's the stress that wearing me out ... making me so tired all the time ... that i feel like sleeping anytime ... hmmm ... think if this goes on ... i might just breakdown ... need a break ... but that won't come till maybe next monday ? cos it's labour day .... yup ... but then it might not be a break cos i might start thinking of things ... cos i think of things all the time ... maybe that's why i'm stressing out ... need to learn to relax and just leave everything in God's hands ... just trust and have faith ...
this week is exceptionally tiring ... tests and all ... the filing and homework ... next week too ... gonna be overwhelmed with fatigue ... need God's strength ... if not ... i might not make it through this week ... it's one of the rare times where stress is really making me so tense and i don't know ... causing me to have stomach pains and all ...
but i'll keep a positive attitude ... cos if i don't then i'll really not make it through this week ... i will survive by the grace of God ... yup ... too many comitments ... one day of 24 hours is no longer enough for me ... one week of 7 days is also short now ...
need to catch up with my friends ... at the same time ... do my work ... and all ... if not i'll be gone like the wind ... yup ... volcanoes have been active lately ... like the one in Peru and Java ... wonder what's happening with the earth ... is Revelation coming ?
hmmm ... my life ... i wonder how God sees it ... cos it doesn't matter how i see it ... but how He sees it that matters ... have i done things to make Him happy ... ? hmmm ... i guess only He really knows ...
k ... that's all for now ... sleeping soon ...
love always,
cheryn ...
posted at 4/22/2006 09:12:00 pm
